Open AccessKi tudja, miféle könyv, és miről szól a Nincstelenek
Author(s) -
Mihály Vajda
Publication year - 2016
Publication title -
studia litteraria
Language(s) - English
Resource type - Journals
eISSN - 2063-1049
pISSN - 0562-2867
DOI - 10.37415/studia/2016/55/4249
Subject(s) - reflexive pronoun , confusion , psychoanalysis , order (exchange) , prime (order theory) , psychology , sociology , philosophy , epistemology , combinatorics , mathematics , finance , economics
The author of this essay looks at the book Nincstelenek, as something very special; the author of the book struggles with himself, because he wants to understand why he has been different from everybody else from his childhood. He must re-createhis childhood self to be able to give account about a very deep and severe trauma he could cope with any means. He wants to understand himself at last. He tries to create a distance from his childhood self, and from the world where he felt alienated as a child. Lacking that distance he could not live further. But not even the prime numbers could help him, though there is an exact order among them; and the design of the old house could not help him either. Szilárd Borbély was not able to stop the confusion of his life.